live.laugh.love: now i know~

* we had a fight today, about our engagement. ok! let me tell u, my engagement is on 4th Feb. (about another 1month to-go). and today we fight about it. totally a big fight!! , which lead to today's title.. now i know, how couple got into quarrel when the big day is coming. the more closer, the bigger fight it is.

Damn! i messed it up, everything. i should plan it earlier, plan about every single thing. not to be end up like this. i even says 'I Hate U' to him tonight, it just because he called my mum to settle down everything. i dont know why, i still mad with him. And, the parents, no matter mine or his, they both has their own opinion, about the 'hantaran' thing.. some says should not give sireh, asam garam yet for the engagement, while the other side says SHOULD give. (obviously my family lah ckp SHOULD bagi tuh, sbb mmg sengaja diCAPLOCK kn.)

HANTARAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg! bnyknyee keje kne buat, this is just an engagement, not a wedding yet. i want a nice one! REALLY NICE. pull stop.

i want something like this one. simple but nice!

but..=( where can i found this in Terengganu? Ayah dont allow to do it in KL, how to carry it back?? while Mak says it wil cost a lot. Syg!!! help me, i love u, just tadi i was......dont know what to do.=(
- or u have any better idea, syg? i cant remember the 'kotak-kotak' thing u said, yang i suka tu.. i cant found it on the internet, where is it, yang?? can you show me?

or., a bowl like this?

for your info, tu Elyana punya hantran for her hubby. can i afford the same thing? oh, surely no! but i still can use the idea, right? ( syg, u suka x yag macam ni?..Pleaseeeeee... says that u like it too.. mintak Ayh Teh Kur, apply the same idea. So, we just need to buy bowl.., lots of beautiful bowl..
i try to google "hantaran dalam kotak", i found ots of interesting thing. and also i dah ingat about kotak yang u mean tadi, syg. sowyy, just remember it already. its from Paper Boutique kt Midvalley,kan? hehe.